emptyness inside of me

blasting those sad songs on my computer,
saddens me.
dont know why i feel this way.
just like those times,
when i need to cry thru my night,
cut,
smoke,
do anything to distract me from my emo pain.
now also feel sth like that,
very very depressed type of feeling,
just that i dont cut, smoke or cry.
seriously i dont know why.
feeling very empty.
E.M.P.T.Y.
like,
i'm just nth,
a nobody,
no one will take notice of my presence.
//runs







after so long, actually everything is nth, even the liking is nth.